I talked elsewhere, in very vague terms, about Project Liz, but I’m feeling the need to talk about this some more … or maybe, given my overwhelming nausea in just thinking about posting this in a forum where someone else might actually READ it, perhaps I’m just feeling the need to write about it. I’m not sure. …

Happy birthday to my ex-bff. It is so painful, still. I remain steadfast in my unwillingness to reopen that chapter of my life… because I know it would end in abrupt disconnection and deep, deep hurt, once again. Still, it hurts, and it sucks, and I miss having someone who knows me so well. Bon …

I dug this out of my e-mail archives today. It felt like it might need a more public airing than the original BCC to Derik. Tuesday, Nov. 2, 2010, 2:23 a.m.I just got home from my whirlwind trip to DC. It was a loooong ass drive back… I didn’t get on the road until around …

I had an amazing dream last night, an epic love story involving one of my favorite people alive (and me). Mind you, this was not the first time I’ve had an epic-love-story dream about this man, but it has been a few years since the last one. So, it was probably time for another one. …

… but I was clearly, totally wrong to have worries. I’m happier at this moment than I’ve been in a week, after the clusterfuck weekend that has left me rattled and frightened and generally freaked out in a way that I don’t think I’ve ever felt. I’ve not been sleeping well, I’ve been reclusive and …

A RIB asked me if I have anyone in my life (as a friend, etc.) who I used to date. I said yes. Here’s what he had to say in response. Seriously. I’m sorry, but I don’t like being in a relationship in which I’m made to feel threatened. I make great efforts to live …

I feel like it should be for something better. Aww, hell, let’s make it better.

You know, whenever I think to myself, “Self, I wonder if I’m clingy and just don’t realize it?” … well, I need to return to this moment. Just now, I got an impatient e-mail from someone who wrote me 13 hours ago — around 9:30 p.m. on a Saturday, mind you — and is now …

Faithful LizBlog readers! You have been a true delight over the thousand or so posts I’ve made here in the last six years (and counting). However, given the total lack of anonymity afforded by my choice of URLs, I’ve decided to begin anew somewhere less easily identified by my name… this is actually a preemptive …

Monday, Oct. 183:40pm CSTDateline: somewhere between Las Vegas and Dallas Funny, isn’t it, how spending a few days away from home and outside my comfort zone rarely fails to help me mentally zero in on what’s important? I’ve just spent three days in Vegas with a dear friend from college, and in the wake of …