en route to Dallas, Oct. 15

Dateline: en route to DFW, Fri. Oct. 15, 201012:41 p.m. CST Something has been brewing just beneath the surface for a few days now, and I’m still struggling to put words to what is little more than a vague notion that something’s there, something worth mulling over. But what, I wonder? Sometimes, I take a …

i had a dream.

It has taken me most of the day to recover the details — details I won’t share here, and quite possibly will never share with anyone at all — but it’s clear to me now that, no matter how clearly I understand the situation in the plain light of day, the heart wants what the …

my British epiphany

{What follows is largely excerpted from an e-mail I wrote last night.} The night before I came back from England, I went down to Castle Park and sat on the edge of a little pond where some ducks and a single swan were paddling around. There was a fantastic breeze in the air that night, …

something is not okay.

For the second time in just a couple of months’ time, I had another *really* awful dream about my family last night. Something is deeply wrong, and while I don’t know what it is — and they dismiss my dreams as little more than the vagaries of the subconscious, as most rational people would — …

cracked me UP!

I read this yesterday in the BritLit book I’m reading currently — it totally cracked me up! 🙂 I was insecure. Brian was right. I Googled ‘jealousy’ when I got home and had it confirmed. The jealousy you feel alerts you to your own feelings of inadequacy, apparently. I saw a photo of Ruth in …

how I know that life is good…

When I can be honest — fully, unabashedly honest — and have the person to whom I’m talking react with glee. When I feel comfortable enough to have a frank discussion about things that once made me nervous and/or bashful. When a song tugs at my soul and catapults me to a place far, far …